Posted by Mummy of 3 lil' bunny | Filed under |
Today's lunch, Ms. Nenen fetched me to Tesco. She's actually looking for a curtain blind for her new house. So we go straight to look for it and not having lunch first. Since she's on diet, she bought Munchy's Oat Biscuits to bring back to her office as lunch and thanks to her, I decided to substitute my normal lunch diet to a peanut butter waffle and blueberry cheese tart (I dont know but I think the amount of calories are equally consumed like any other days, might as well have kfc zinger burger right? silly me).
And Ms. Nenen, apparently she has lost 4kg, congratulations baby, I know you how hard it is! Sadly, the 4kgs have actually transferred to my belly and tights and the backside. I'm currently looking like 4months pregnant woman. Now you can imagine how stressful I am. I know maybe some would say, hey!! Dont be silly okay!!! You are not that fat!! You are just exaggerating and you just want people to say that you are skinny, but please...I know my body better. And when I said I gained weight, that means I am. And maybe I'm not that fat afterall, but I want to keep it that way. And trust me its not easy. I've been very thankful to lost most fat during confinement and I hope I could maintain it but now, after gaining that 4kg, I doubt I can.
At some point, I was hoping that I'm actually pregnant. So that I wouldn't worry so much. But unfortunately, the red flag making an appearance yesterday. So its confirmed I'm not pregnant. So how am I going to explain this flabby ass and tummy???? HOWWWW?????!!! Oh yes...maybe I'm loosing my mind. I actually remember eating nasi lemak for breakfast, junk food at 10am, nasi beriani for lunch, kuih at 3.30pm, some bread and coffee when I reached home at 6, and there's a dinner. Well, I'm lucky enough I didn't do late night snacking or else, you'll see an elephant walking innocently in a hospital. Now THAT'S scary.
