I've delivered a 3.15kg baby boy on 11th June 2009 at 10.31a.m. The delivery wasn't so hard like the first time. This time around I only experienced the main contraction for about 10-15 minutes then kebushh!! Here out the baby ;p. We named the baby Sayf Al-Shaahid. Sayf means Sword, while Shaahid means Angle. Husband chose the name this time and I have no objection coz the meaning is so beautiful.
Before I was discharged, my son had jaundice however the peads said he doesnt required admission but a follow up checkup need to be done in 3 days. After 3 days, the reading worsen and he was admitted. Even after a week of admission, his jaundice does not show any better infact, the doctor said he had some infection and required antibiotic for 3 days, and prolong to 7 days after that. He had fever and was isolated from other babies due to his condition.
After a month, his jaundice was still appear and the doctor did a blood test which revealed that he actually had a liver function problem. The paeds referred him to a gastroenterologist in UMMC and we were told that he required immediate operation. By recalling and writing this i actually have tears in my eyes. I dont know where my strength coming from at that time. I wasnt really cry so much at that time coz i know i must be strong. And I'm actually preparing myself to accept the fact that i might lost him, how his life was being compromised at that time. Only after all that i realized how sad I am and what if I lost him? Really I cant take it, I'm sure I can never accept it.
But that was the past. Now he's a healthy boy who's so funny and make my life complete. He will be having his follow up check up but all are good, he's progressing well.
Through this chapter, I now appreciate life more. And now I know how much I would sacrifice for my children. My mom always said 'kau tak tau, kau belum jd mak'. Now I know mak, I know how mothers would over-react on certain things involving their children.
Ok till we meet again. I'll upload my son's photos when I got time. Till then, ta!
This was written sometimes ago in my phone at around 3a.m. Now only I'm able to write it in my blog.
Its freaking hot nowadays, global warming isn't funny ya'll! I got rashes all over my body for more than a week and so far i've been injected with piriton and hydrocate (please bear for the spelling error if there is, I'm not Dr. House) for the fifth time. Taking MC for two days and swollen more than 10 tabs of piriton. It makes me feel and acted like a zombie during the day. The third day I was on MC and sleep the whole day, hated it and it makes me moody too! Sleepless nights jgn ckpla what more with those rashes and due to that, I think my performance is lacking. I yawned the whole time and has no mood to work. Emelda funny faces keep on playing infront of my eyes. Asyik rase nak balik rumah je, please la rashes!! But if I have to pay all this just because I'm pregnant (coz some said its hormone reaction) i dont mind. Come what may, as long as my baby come out safe and healthy. Well we've decided on his name, cant wait for his appearance.
Just for my record, I'm actually drafting this in my phone at 3.48a.m. Emelda woke up just now, she's having bad dream. She said ade semut kat tangan die and she screamed like so loud just now. She really scared of that small creature, apesal tah! I breastfeed her to calm her and yes, the wean off only last for 3 days. blame me!! I tak sampai hati bile die mintak.. ;p. Husband sangat marah! ok InsyaAllah, this weekend I nekad to try to wean her off again. Ouch!! Its started to feel super itchy now!! pleasela..nak tidoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But how???