Its ME! Blogging

Today will be my last working day with this company. After graduated in 2003, I worked partime at a cyber cafe for about 2 months when I got an offer from this company. In 2004 after 7 months working with sort of guest relations department, I've been promoted to be the Operations Director's secretary.

And now after few ups & downs, and all the dramas, I decided to move on. I realized that I have to take a step further and expand my experience. Got an offer from some other company with considerable remuniration but I'm not sure if I can adapt to the changes since I am too used to work with my current environtment. Its fun, especially when it comes to deal with people. I like meeting people.

I did the handover yesterday & will continue doing it today. Yes, I'm a last minutes person. The tense and pressure make me more creative and productive, thus the result will be well sometimes excellent but sometimes just an 'ok' I have to say.

My feeling to leave this company that I gained experience the most is like.. I dont know.. of course I'm happy but at the same time I feel a little bit sad... owhhhh... isnt hat cute?? Yeah right... Well I'm sad because I have to leave a bunch of great friends here!! Lyna da bomb, Shikin, Fara, Ira errmm.. who else eh?? It seems like I dont do much friends here hahaah...no others I dont have to mention la coz I'm not too close with them. Among all, I'm sad to leave my forever friends Kay & Lynn. I will miss our lunch time together the most ok!!

The main reason I wanted to leave is because I have lack of opportunity here. Its hurt you know when we know we can do more and better than other people but we just dont have the opportunity to prove it. Looking at my friends who have the same qualification and ability, and there they are, appreciated and being given more and more opportunity, its just tear my heart. Maybe its 'rezeki' orang cakap. But I know, I should be thankful to be given what I have now. Thank you Allah!

I want to write this, owh no - I HAVE to write this..
MARLINE IS A BITCH!!!!! GO AND *tooot* YOURSELF BIMBO!! (hahaha..color pink ok comel tak??)

err.. still I'm not relieved!! Only if I slap her on her face that I can sleep soundly at night..blergghhhhh!!! I HATE THAT BITCH!!!! like seriously... I never have this kind of feeling to other people like this before ok. I'm the kind of person who get annoyed and angry easily but I always can forgive and forget easily too. But this time, nooooooo..... whatever, God is always upthere and He sees EVERYTHING..

On the other notes, my sister in law is pregnant! Syukur Alhamdulillah... After almost a year waiting. I can see and I can feel how happy they are especially my Along. Hubby was the one who look more excited than anyone else when we first know about it. Well he's like that when it comes to pregnancy and babies, because he said, childrens are precious. You cant say that you want babies and there, you will get it. Only with prayers & Allah's will that we are able to have one.

I remember when I told hubby that Lynn experienced bleeding like the one I had last time, he asked me many times to remind Lynn (si budak degil!) to see the doctor and he was a bit emosional when I told him that she was yet to see the doctor even after few days. I love you hubby..

Si lil'gem is so cute.. This morning when my MIL wanted to feed her, she refused but when my FIL tried, she's happily opened her mouth. Again when MIL tried to feed her she refused and when FIL did, she eat. Bukan ke mengade namenye tu?? Saje la die nak cari publisity murahan... mentang-mentanglah embah die sayang sangat kat die!!

I'll stop now, need to do some filing that was delayed since God knows when. Yup, procrastinating I am. No big deal, sikit je pun.

Till then, tata!!