Its ME! Blogging

Yesterday was a full day for me. My sis fetched me up at around 11a.m, having late breakfast then send si Lil'gem and Alyssa to mak's house. We then went to Senawang and dropped by at RM2 shop. I'm happy ok, all items are 2 ringgit, the everyday use item and the quality is quite fine, u cant expect much its RM2! But I can tell you its worth it and its Lyna n her mum's favorite shop too hehehehe... I bought toys for emelda, photo frames and chocolate and I'm happy. Then we fetched my sis' kids from school and I went to this real jinjang salon to have my haircut and the charge is only RM5 ekekekekekke.... Its ok coz I wear tudung, I dont have to pay overpriced hairdresser to cut my hair!! And hubby always love my hair I'm not worry ;pppp

I've just fed Lil'gem, bread with dates jam. Itu je yg die makan pun, masak best2pun die bukan makan. And now she's behind me looking at the mirror and making funny faces whilst dancing. Cute la si kecik ni. Puji anak sendiri la kan, xde sape nak puji.

Hubby left his phone.

I dont have much to say I think. Nothing interesting except si Lil'gem making her step much better now. She's more confident and she steps quite far. Hopefully she will be able to walk by next month.

Fida and myself planned to do birthday party for Umi & Emelda together. Yes a loooonnggggg delayed party for my Lil'gem, sian die. Her birthdate was on 20th March and Umi was on 20th April. So we decided to do it on this 1st May. Hubby has agreed and I cant wait to prepare all the decorations and party packs etc.

On her actuall birthdate itself, we just having a cake cutting during breakfast. I can say not many people celebrate birtday during breakfast kan?? I'll post some pictures soon. Her present was a RM100 from her Embah, bicycle, soft doll from Kay and I got her 2 books, one of them the one that I mentioned about in the previous post.

Ouch!! Si Lil'gem beat my with bottles and its painful! I just need sometimes alone to do this. I better stop now before she did something else and she's actually started merengek asking for you know what.

To hubby, frustrated ok u dont noticed I have my hair cut!

My sis came just now and leave shortly or after one hour or so as her kids will be home after school in any minutes. Chatted about few issues while having late breakfast or lunch with french toast atau orang kite cakap roti bakar letak peanut butter.

Lil'gem is happier currently as she's able to breastfeed as and when she wishes since I'm unemployed at the moment. Wonder how she'll react when I send her to my sis' house like 2 weeks from now. Hope all will be fine.

She has new hobby now, reading her favorite animal book. I will have to read it 5-6 times at one time as she will throw tantrum after I finished the book, and ask me to read it once again, so I have to create different story everytime I repeated reading her the book. For the first 2 times I ok lagi tapi masuk 3,4,5 kali akak rase tension jugakla di situ. Tapi demi memastikan anak akak mendapat pendidikan awal usia yang cukup, akak gagahhkan jugakla hati ni kan.

So after this I will cook. Mother In Law asked to cook 'Sambal Tempoyak Ikan Bilis campur Petai'. Tempting??? Well not me, akak tak makan petai & tempoyak la. No, not because nak berlagak macam orang bandar sbb skarang ni orang bandar lebih suke makan makanan yg kampung-kampung and akak sedar akak dari kampung. But the truth is, I dont eat most thing. I dont eat strawberry jam, carrot or tomato soup, green vege, buah duku, seri kaya (makan tapi sikit-sikit je) and you make the list coz I cant think of others right now. Yes, I dont eat most thing and I dont bother to try things that I dont eat. I dont know why.

I'm alone with Lil'gem at home, and to along n k. long, thanks alot for letting me abuse your internet access and my apologize for entering your room while you are not at home. Saye terpakse la coz I cant leave without internet more than 3 days! I'm so use to be connected like all the time at work.

Lyn told me that she went out for lunch with Marline yesterday together with Kay, I know lyn, kau tunggu je aku berenti so that you can get closer to that bitch kan!! I know u love her more than myself and you are afraid to admit it infront of me, ahahahahah....childishnye aku.

I better stop now coz si Lil'gem dah buat suare merengek die and asked for her breast milk. Nak Bakkkkkkk...katenye.... and yes agak tension ye....just for my record, she wears orange shirt with flowery long pant. Its important so that in like 4, 5 or even 10 years from now, I could reminisce this moment.

I did it!! I sent out the mail that I've drafted for a month and Lyna was the first person who responded (and that because I smsed her to call me once she read the mail). I was a bit hesitated coz I'm afraid if my salary will be hold due to the content of my email, but what the hell??!! Its a personal opinion, I didnt mentioned anyone, so sape makan cili die la rase pedas macam nak mati kan! But I'm sure people will know who it is. For me, I just speak up my mind, things that I should let her know long before, but like other human, I dont have the guts to tell her right on her face. Furthermore, it will jeopardize my professionalism. Since I'm leaving, I wont care less!

So kay and lyn, if you read this, what say you???

**EDIT**

I'm using my BIL's computer right now, the couple went back to Melaka this evening. There only my MIL and that lil'gem at home. I'll sleep in her room.

Lil'gem has showed some improvement in her appetite. She eats more nowadays, Alhamdulillah.. but still she will never take rice, she knows how to differentiate between rice and bread!! Seriously I dont know why she dont like rice. My sister tried to make some porridge for her and my sister's porridge is hell nice coz all her childrens like them much, but not my lil'gem. Sakit hati tau!! But she finished her 5oz milk easily now, unlike before she will drink like 3-4 oz je. Maybe its normal for other babies but not my lil'gem. So its a good sign I can say.

This evening, while was breastfeeding her, I look at the photos in my digicam when suddenly I dropped it on her head and she cried out loud!! Sian die but I'm more gabra or gubra coz my FIL was outside. If its not me, I'm sure he will yell from outside!! Bapak mentua akak tu kalau emelda kesayangan die menangis mmg sensitif sket!

So, start from Monday until 4th May 2008, I'm officially a full time housewife. I'll cook, do the laundry, watch tv, breastfeed lil'gem, wash dishes, housekeeping, watch tv, breastfeed lil'gem, fold the clothes etc, mop the floor, clean up toilets, watch tv, breastfeed lil'gem and continue yourself..I bet I'll only do 1 or 2 of the abovelisted housework!

Ok peeps! I'm dozzing off now. To dear hubby, BEHAVE!!! Jangan sampai ayang hantar GOLOK balik Golok!! (Hubby dont read blogs, but I will sms him after this!)

Ta!

Today will be my last working day with this company. After graduated in 2003, I worked partime at a cyber cafe for about 2 months when I got an offer from this company. In 2004 after 7 months working with sort of guest relations department, I've been promoted to be the Operations Director's secretary.

And now after few ups & downs, and all the dramas, I decided to move on. I realized that I have to take a step further and expand my experience. Got an offer from some other company with considerable remuniration but I'm not sure if I can adapt to the changes since I am too used to work with my current environtment. Its fun, especially when it comes to deal with people. I like meeting people.

I did the handover yesterday & will continue doing it today. Yes, I'm a last minutes person. The tense and pressure make me more creative and productive, thus the result will be well sometimes excellent but sometimes just an 'ok' I have to say.

My feeling to leave this company that I gained experience the most is like.. I dont know.. of course I'm happy but at the same time I feel a little bit sad... owhhhh... isnt hat cute?? Yeah right... Well I'm sad because I have to leave a bunch of great friends here!! Lyna da bomb, Shikin, Fara, Ira errmm.. who else eh?? It seems like I dont do much friends here hahaah...no others I dont have to mention la coz I'm not too close with them. Among all, I'm sad to leave my forever friends Kay & Lynn. I will miss our lunch time together the most ok!!

The main reason I wanted to leave is because I have lack of opportunity here. Its hurt you know when we know we can do more and better than other people but we just dont have the opportunity to prove it. Looking at my friends who have the same qualification and ability, and there they are, appreciated and being given more and more opportunity, its just tear my heart. Maybe its 'rezeki' orang cakap. But I know, I should be thankful to be given what I have now. Thank you Allah!

I want to write this, owh no - I HAVE to write this..
MARLINE IS A BITCH!!!!! GO AND *tooot* YOURSELF BIMBO!! (hahaha..color pink ok comel tak??)

err.. still I'm not relieved!! Only if I slap her on her face that I can sleep soundly at night..blergghhhhh!!! I HATE THAT BITCH!!!! like seriously... I never have this kind of feeling to other people like this before ok. I'm the kind of person who get annoyed and angry easily but I always can forgive and forget easily too. But this time, nooooooo..... whatever, God is always upthere and He sees EVERYTHING..

On the other notes, my sister in law is pregnant! Syukur Alhamdulillah... After almost a year waiting. I can see and I can feel how happy they are especially my Along. Hubby was the one who look more excited than anyone else when we first know about it. Well he's like that when it comes to pregnancy and babies, because he said, childrens are precious. You cant say that you want babies and there, you will get it. Only with prayers & Allah's will that we are able to have one.

I remember when I told hubby that Lynn experienced bleeding like the one I had last time, he asked me many times to remind Lynn (si budak degil!) to see the doctor and he was a bit emosional when I told him that she was yet to see the doctor even after few days. I love you hubby..

Si lil'gem is so cute.. This morning when my MIL wanted to feed her, she refused but when my FIL tried, she's happily opened her mouth. Again when MIL tried to feed her she refused and when FIL did, she eat. Bukan ke mengade namenye tu?? Saje la die nak cari publisity murahan... mentang-mentanglah embah die sayang sangat kat die!!

I'll stop now, need to do some filing that was delayed since God knows when. Yup, procrastinating I am. No big deal, sikit je pun.

Till then, tata!!

Finally!!
Yup after being a bloghopper since like yonks ago, now i have my own blog. Well I've tried a few webbie and create a blog for me like multiply, fotopages etc but it never last for long. After 3-4 entries, I've no heart to continue writing. But...after sometimes, and after reading some blogger like rafiqaheliza, momma mia, zetty, and their circle of friends, aznita, zaxh_aya, etc..etc.. i feel like ok maybe its time for me to start.....

I was thinking to start writing when i was pregnant in 2006 and after like 2 entries i stopped. Then there were times when my lil'gem was born, i thought of starting a new one but no, i didn't! And last month i was thinking to start blogging on my lil'gem's birthdate again i fail to start blogging. So here i am starting a blog when everyone else has actually have like 3-4 years of blog entries. But i'm sure after few years, i will be just like them... insyaAllah... i wont stop blogging this time.

Well this blog is actually dedicated to my lil'gem, a baby girl named emelda who was born in March last year. She just turned 1yo last month. So most of the time, you'll see her and reading her stories instead of meself.

So to all of you out there, if you happen to read my entry, Assalamualaikum & hi! to you.