Its ME! Blogging

Finally!!! I'm using Along's lappie rite now as my computer still disabled me from signing in to my blogspot account. Grrrr!! Thanks to Celcom Broadband!

Kaklong is now waiting to deliver her first baby, she's infront of the TV feeling anxious as the baby has yet to decide whether she wants to come out today or tomorrow. Yes its a SHE. Another mak nenek in the family is coming.

I dont know what to say, husband is next to me playing the guitar. He's trying to find my hp ringtone tune. Memang dah takde keje.

Emelda also infront of the tv watching Channel Zee.

Abah I dont know what's he doing rite now.

Boring..boring.. I know I'm going nowhere with this entry. I'm just so glad I'm able to write right now.

Till then, adios!!

p/s: will post an entry that was written before, but unable to post it here!

Ahahahahha….i’m so happy. I know I’m still cant get over it and move on. I know I should act more adult? But whatever!!

An ex-colleague called just now and told me a story about this one-particular-person-that-I-despise-the-most. And I cant stop smiling since then eventhough she didn’t managed to finish the whole story due to unknown reason which required her to put down the phone. Must be this one-particular-person-that-I-despise-the-most’s best friend a.k.a her bos is around. Hehehe…

Anyways, Obama is the next president of United States. For no specific reason, I’m so happy. No not because his father is actually a Muslim (because I don’t really know his father actually born as a Muslim), and not because he once lived in Asia. Maybe because he looks nice and I just want to see how the Americans react or how far they can accept a half African-American as their president. I also hope that with his multiracial background he could change how we look at America and how they look at us, the Muslims. And the biggest hope should be PEACE NO WAR!

On the other notes, Emelda has grown smarter each day. She speaks very well these days and we can actually communicate with her (meaning that we can ask simple question and she can answer bag, correctly!). According to most people (mainly orang2 tue or specifically my inlaws and my own mother) kids her age can hardly speak so fluent like her considering she’s only 1 year and 7 month. Alhamdulillah… I would like to list down each and every word (or vocabs) that she has learned but since there’re too many, I shall not. Or maybe a few:

Dedek (she call herself dedek as adik) nak nom air dodok (while pointing at the sofa)
(adik nak minum air sambil duduk)

Nak tottt
(nak ikut)

Dedek nak pa… dedek nak aik planeeee
(adik nak selipar adik nak naik plane – mesen masuk 50sen with lagu2 at family store)

The best part is when she calls my name:
Mummy…owhhhh Mummy…..
It sounds sooo…melting.

And when we call her name and she’s in a good mood, she will reply ‘sayeeee’..

Nenek nak andi
(Nenek nak mandi)

And ade la banyak lagi yang tak berape nak kuase tulis kat sini.

Anyways on the other notes note, I’m 2 months pregnant. No wonder Emelda acted weird after my Raya leave. She was down with high fever on the last day of my Raya leave, and since then, she always crying and screaming for no reason (sometimes there’s a reason la like she wanted to go out playing ke ape) but she never acted like that. Crying like mad. And then even when I wanted to breastfeed her she refused. Like she never say no to breastmilk! Until one stage, I thought she kene sampuk ke ape because we went jalan-jalan to many places during raya. From Kuala Selangor to Bukit Melawati to see beruk to Melala to Zoo Melaka to Kuala Pilah and so on. But I didn’t go to dukun or whatsoever but still I did bace ayat-ayat Al-Quran whenever she cried like that. Risau jugak coz like I said, she’s not that kind of kiddo! And after a while, I realized she’s actually getting cleverer coz she knows now what she wants and being more demanding than ever. I think, she knows that when she cried and screamed like that, she could get whatever she wants. So there it goes, the hyper dramatic queen. But she’s better now other than the screaming part. She knows that I’m carrying a baby inside, I told her so. And when I ask where’s the baby she will point to my stomach and when I asked her to kiss the baby, she never refused. I hope she could be a good kakak.

But, sometimes I feel so sad. I don’t know whether I could divide my love for her and the baby later. Its so sad if she has to turn to someone else when she needs attention and I’m busy with the new baby. And how can I layan both when with only her around sometimes I tend to be too tired and too busy with other things ended up the other family members have to layan her. I feel like its so unfair, coz I only spend like few hours with her daily. Its sad that I cant really see her grow up every hours. And soon enough, I have to stop breastfeeding her, her most favorite activity. Hmm…

Moving on, I really wanted to blog about my raya and put tons of pictures but well, I got no time (yeah rite) to blog so much. Since I’m so excited on the news that my friend told me about, it has triggered my kerajinan to blog again, after a long hiatus..

Till then peeps, (if there’s any) tata!!

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Yesterday, my mom brought me to Jusco for Iftar with her friends. There were auntie Lyn and uncle Azmi, Auntie Nini & uncle Sham, also auntie Zana & Kay. I also met my new friend kakak Fifi. Kakak Fifi is auntie Nini’s daughter, my mom’s BFF. So mom said I should be kakak Fifi’s bff too. I don’t know but so far, I think she’s ok but sometimes she’s a bit sombong like when I attended her birthday party the other day. My mom wanted to take my photo with her but she refused. Mentang-mentanglah sepupu die ramai time tu. I’m a bit disappointed, coz it seems like I’m not so popular after all.

At home, I’m so popular, be it at my house or at my grandmother’s house or at ibu’s house. Everybody wants my attention. They want to talk to me and play with me. They’ll be upset if ignore them all. Sometimes it’s so tiring you know, to layan everybody. Now I know how Angelina Jolie feels like.

But then yesterday, she’s willing to take photos with me. And die pulak yang lebih-lebih. She kissed me la, hug me la from behind. I was buzy to finish my ice-cream ok. For not disappointing her, still I stay still and show my plastic smile. Here’re picture of us.

Mom and her friends decided to have their meal at McD. I was like ok, at least they have the nicest bubur ayam kan. I like them much! It tastes better than my mom’s bubur. Hehehe…please don’t tell her, or I wont be getting my daily dosage, you know what rite? Auntie Lynn said, Kenny Rogers, Pizza and KFC are full house. Yes, they like fast food very much. I wonder, aren’t they afraid of obesity or diabetic or any other diagnosis that due to those unhealthy food? I do.

I saw auntie Lynn’s tummie is big. Its even bigger than my mom’s. I wonder why it is like that. Then I heard them saying, another baby girl will be joining us soon, so I know already actually a baby resides in it. Soon she will join us. Oops! Maybe it’s a boy, who knows rite? The doctor may be wrong, rite? Hopefully it’s a girl, so that I can camwhoring with her too!

Auntie Zana is getting married end of this year. I wish I could be her flower girl, but I’m too shy and I always slip my leg and fall. Not to spoil the wedding, I decided not to voice out my wish.

Auntie Kay pulak, as usual busy with work. Mom said she still has yet to finish doing bunga telur for auntie Kay and its not a good thing. It has been pending for few months already. Auntie Kay, on behalf of my mom, I would like to apologize ye..

Kakak Fifi & Auntie Nini

Mummy said muke die lebar macam pinggan batu dalam gambar ni.
Batu ade pinggan ke???

Saye rase Mummy & friends are in denial, mereka ingat mereka masih remaja seperti dulu agaknye...

Auntie Lynn & Uncle Azmi

Auntie Nini, Uncle Sham & Kakak Fifi

Auntie Kay & Zana

Kami!

Nak balik dahhhh....

As for kakak fifi & myself, we are ready to be the juniors and beat the moms yo!

We were in the same class back in 1989 to 1993 which is from standard two to standard five. How nice isn't it?? And then he moved to other class coz I was a bit kurang cherdik at that time and he did better so he moved to other class while I stayed. But I cant really recall how was it looks like back then. I cant remember his presence but one thing I know, he likes to play alot! But well, main2 pun he did better than me.

Then after UPSR we went to separate school and I never see him since then. I thin only when I was in form 4 or 5 he passed by infront of my sister's house and that's the first time I saw him back after how many years?? Do the calculation dont malas! ;p

Then I pursued study and he continue to work somewhere and in my 3rd year semester break, I do partime job at his work place. From there, we became good friends. He's the only guy friend that I ever had coz by looking at the nature of my family, they didn't allow us to go out with boys u see. So yeah, we were good friends and quite close to each other. Our first movie date together is Infernal Affairs I think which he's not interested at all as far as I remember. Then we continued going out together but we were just friends that time.

After a while, I had crush on him. However, he being himself acted like nothing happen and never read the hint that I gave. Bengang gile ok!! Until one day, at that time I've started my first job, something happen and I'm dont think its interesting enough to write here (macamla yang lain2 tu interesting ek) we were getting closer and he told me that he loves me and ask me if I would like to get engaged with him. At first I was hesitated but after much thinking, akak pun bukan mude time tu kan so I agreed. A year later, or maybe x sampai pun, we're married.

On 20.03.07 lahirla my Lil'gem Emelda si drama queen. And we will live happily ever after, InsyaAllah...

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I'm in love with this bag eventhough at first there's some dissatisfaction expressed to the seller however after some negotiation she agreed to return some amount to me beside the free gift that she already posted with the bag earlier. THANK YOU Zureen for being considerate and understanding! She's the kind of person who takes care of customer's satisfaction. She listens to my complaint and since my dissatisfaction was justifiable, she agreed to return some money back. Both were happy (or at least I am) and hope you are satisfied too ye Zureen!

So this is my 3rd online purchase and I think its so much convenient but risky too. I said risky because we cant really know how exactly the item will be only based on picture and we might have high expectation on it (coz I am). When the item didn't turned out as expected, it will disappointed us right?? But again, thats me la. But my experience never turned me down and hopefully it'll never be. I definitely will shop online again especially at THE KIDDY WORLD!

Selamat berpuasa to everyone. Semoga Ramadhan ini dapat kite tempuhi dengan penuh rahmat. To everyone who knows me, I would like to say, Maafkan saya kalau ade salah dan silap, halalkan makan dan minum. Yang buruk itu dari saye dan yang baik itu dari Allah jua....

Kelebihan Solat Tarawih

• Lyna told me some good news, she's getting engage maybe early next year, CONGRATULATIONS in advance!
• Its confirmed that my sister in law is 4 months pregnant, and her last daughter is 9months old, CONGRATULATIONS!! Its really rezeki, like she said - orang yang mengharap sangat susah nak dapat, orang yang tak harap sangat, ade je rezeki - Alhamdulillah, pray for me pulak ye!!
• Hubby is applying for a job here in Seremban, hopefully he'll get it. Please Allah, we need your blessing.
• I booked this handbag that I've been eyeing for so long online and I believe its 100% authentic, as claimed by the seller, but deep down in my heart, I'm still not 100% confident. What if its not authentic and I've spent like hundreds for it?? Any advise?? But nahh..I'll take the risk.
• Lil'gem getting smarter each day, and sangat kuat merajuk, like yesterday, I fetched her from Kakcik's house at 8p.m and when I arrived, she didn't want to look at my face at all. Buat2 pandang tempat lain and buat2 tengok barang yang ade kat tangan die. After a while, when I asked her to look at me, she looked up a while only and then buat2 tak pandang balik. Eee...geram!!
• She also now drink her milk at 7oz compared to 2 months ago only 5oz at one time, also an increase on the frequency. That means I have to increase her monthly milk supply to 4 cans of 1.8kg = an increase on monthly expenses. Ni sume sebab die taknak makan nasi AT ALL except some soup or bubur or other junk food. Rice is her fear factor. Mengenan anak kakcik, Haikal yang daily meal die roti, roti, dan roti. Luckily my daughter minum susu murah je, Anmum Essentials.
• Fasting month in 10days, and I have yet to ganti last year's puasa. Really I have to start TOMORROW!
• Tonight mak buat kenduri arwah kat rumah. Mak cakap, few weeks ago die mimpi arwah abah, baring kat lengan mak. She said she stare at arwah abah and said she cant follow him yet, coz the children are growing. Tunggu dulu la ye, mak cakap and abah mase tu senyum je sambil angguk-angguk kepale - Really, I missed him.
• Bos takde for 3 days, so I'm finishing those pending works that due to procrastination. I hate myself for that! Really I have to move up!
• This Saturday I was invited to Fifi's (Nini's daughter) birthday party, dont know what to buy for her. Think..think.. And at night, ade kenduri doa selamat untuk mak buyung Lyn, sempena sambut ramadhan, 7 bulan & kenduri naik rumah baru sekali.
  

It has been sometimes since the last time I blogged. So many things happened and I dont know where to start.

Lil'gem was diagnosed with chicken pox last Friday, she got infected from Alyssa. At first, I saw this small dotted on her leg but I didnt suspected anything coz I sent her to mother's house for a week to avoid infection but too bad as according to my boss it takes about 2 weeks or more for the virus to actually cleared.

When the chicken pox surfaced, she was not so high in fever and still active as usual, she only down with fever on the third day. The fever was so high that I have to use the suppository every 4hours. The next day, I brought her to see Dr. Ye and nothing much we can do just to control her temperature and let the 'red dotted' come out fast and disappear. But its not that simple when it started to be super itchy and Lil'gem cant sleep well at night. I took one day leave and hubby pun ambik kesempatan to continue his leave.

Some of my friends said 'macam kene dera'. Thats how bad it was.

Some random picture before the chicken pox strikes


After the chicken pox strikes - see the lubang-lubang on her face? That and there's more actually. I think it will stay, any suggestion on how to get rid of it? Sian anak dare mummy.

So yeah, on the day I brought Lil'gem to the hospital, I experienced miscarriage. I dont know that I'm pregnant as my menstrual circulation went cuckoo since I gave birth. Not coming for a month or late for 2 weeks are normal and I didn't even feel any difference or anything weird like my first pregnancy.

After seeing the doctor, I went to mother's house and my stomach ached like a period pain. On the way home, its getting worse and I cant even sit straight. I asked hubby to buy panadol or anything coz I really cant bear the pain, suddenly I feel like something came out and I thought its period and immediately the pain healed. When I reached home, I checked and found there's a sign of miscarriage. I asked kakcik and mother and both of them said I AM loosing a baby. I'm still ok at that time until I went and see the gynea, she confirmed it and said I was 6weeks pregnant. Its SIX WEEKS = 1 1/2 MONTH!! I was so surprise and yes, sad but I consoled myself by saying maybe its not the time yet. Dah takde rezeki kan... But still, I cried.

So thats that.

On 3rd August, we planned to bring Lil'gem to waterworld or wetworld however due to some reason that I still bitter, the plan was canceled. So untuk tidak menghampakan Lil'gem yang baru beli new swimsuit, I pun dengan sombongnye laid the inflatable kid pool that Along bought long time ago kat depan pagar. And Lil'gem pun dengan sombongnye mandi kat depan sambil eksyen kat anak orang sebelah rumah yang tertinjau-tinjau dengan harapan dapat join. But memandangkan that pool is sooo small can only fit herself, that kid next door cume dapat dengar suare Lil'gem and the rest of us jerit2 kegirangan (memang kami excited dalam setiap ape yang dilakukan oleh Lil'gem)

See betape girangnye die!!(and the people behind the camera, of course)

So to continue the fun-fun, last Sunday early in the morning we went for swimming. True enough, Lil'gem and the bunch of kiddies really had fun-fun!!

Berikut adalah aksi-aksi terlampau bagi kolam renang public

Haikal

-Alya-

-Alyssa-
See die pun nak jugak buat aksi!! and its at adults pool summore!

Lil'gem dah lebam

Abang Bolossssssssss!!!

-Mak-

Abang Bolos lagi

Coaching the boys

Then ajak race

Of course la abang bolos menang, mane aci!!

Anak bujang kebanggaan kakcik - Ayit -

Umi & Alyssa

Abang bolos tunjuk kuat

Alyssa & aksi ultraman tak dapat dipisahkan

There's Lil'gem's reflection, precious!

Finito!! toldcha its gonna be loads of pictures. Hope I have the hype to blog again...till then, tata!!