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I cant stand it anymore!!

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THE PAPERS!!!!

so, if anyone looking for me..please look through under the load. I might be buried underneath. i'm serious.

SAYF AL-SHAAHID B. MOHD EZWAN

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My little hero turned 1yo today.

I still remember putting him on a bed in operation theater at UMMC when he was exactly 1month. I didnt wait until the doctor put him to sleep coz I dont want to see that and I dont want to cry infront of the doctors and nurses.

For those who dont know and want to know, my son underwent an operation due to liver problem. His paeds, Dr. Chin first detected this when he had prolong jaundice after birth and referred me to a gastro specialist in UMMC. The doctor told us that we need to do the surgery immediately. He also said it might be biliary atresia and to confirm it, surgery needs to be done.

I refused at first and chose to do traditional treatment. I went and see this one ustaz and he said, it was not biliary atresia however, he has liver problem. When I see Dr. Chin for 1 month check up, he advised me to go ahead with the operation as its too risky to rely on traditional medicine.

Then only I realized how I compromise his life by not taking him to go ahead with the operation. I immediately see the paeds gastro in UMMC again and was referred to a very nice paeds surgeon. This doctor arranged everything and within 1 day, my son is scheduled for an operation.

A group of surgeon came and examine my son the day before and briefed me on how the procedure would be. They said, they will confirm the diagnosis first by making an incision in the abdomen and if it is confirmed biliary atresia, they will proceed with Kasai procedure on the spot.

I was so anxious while waiting outside the operation room. Doctor said if it is not biliary atresia, the operation will take only 2 hours or so and if they proceed with Kasai, it will take longer than that and they will not inform us when they proceed with the procedure.

The operation went on more than 2 hours and I cant sit still any longer and went and asked the nurse at the nurses' station. They said, the operation is still ongoing. Haihhhh..only God knows how anxious I was. But I kept on praying. Not more than 30 minutes later, a nurse called my name and told me that they have done the operation and Alhamdulillah, it was not biliary atresia.

Dr. Chin said, normally child who diagnosed with biliary atresia will have other problem as they grow up.

Up till now, my son still have to do his follow ups in UMMC but Alhamdulillah, he is one healthy boy now. He's progressing very well and healed at a very short time after the operation.

He is now one cheeky boy who always smile. He made his first step very early and is making more steps. Unlike his sister, he is now can walk quite steadily at exactly 1yo. Alhamdulillah.

I just hope that he will grow up healthy just like any other child. And hopefully, he will completely discharge from his follow ups.

To my apple Al-Shaahid, if you read this one day, please remember that I love you soooo...much!! You are a fighter, thats for sure. You suits your name. And may Allah bless you all the time. Amin...

Much love,
Mummy

*Edited

when he was first admitted due to jaundice

he was weak at this point of time and was given antibiotic for 7 days due to some infection. he sleeps all the time and woke up only 1 or 2 times for milk and its not a good sign. Then Dr. Chin advised me to go back and leave him in the hospital under their care in the nursery.

He was isolated from other babies in the nursery :(

At UMMC before the operation. He was in his operation suit. Sedih gile time ni! And hid eyes and nose were reddish coz he cried so much for milk. He cant take anything few hours before the operation. Its a torture for me and for him of course.

After the operation. He was still sedated at this time.



He is now one healthy boy, Alhamdulillah...

LBS

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I managed to drag Mr. Husband to watch Lagenda Budak Setan yesterday and guess what, this is our first movie date after we got married, yes no kidding! And I cant remember what was the last movie I watched.

The kids were left with mother in law. I planned to drop Emelda at kakcik's house at first but MIL said, its better for her to get her afternoon nap.

When I reached Jusco, I feel like empty without the kids. And when I saw parents with thier kids around, I kept on thinking about my drama queen and that lil monster :( I just know how they'd enjoy themselves if I brought them along and being me, I thought we were so selfish! Pastu I was like, isshh...pity the kids, I should bring them together, no?

To be honest, it'll be more fun to go out with the kids than without them. But I know that we deserve some 'us' time and its a nice feeling to get to hold each others hands all the time without me having to run around catching and stopping Emelda from running and husband pumping up his biceps carrying my boy.

I enjoyed our date, nevertheless and this 1 movie date would last for another 2 years I must say! teheee..

Off the movie, I'm quite dissapointed and for the first half an hour, I regretted watching it. But in the middle, I enjoyed it a bit but still I just feel like 'owhh..its just another malay movie'.. I hate to say that actually, but I just cant help it. I must admit that I've been deceived by the movie trailer. Or maybe I have high expectation on the movie itself.

I read some of my friends posted in their facebook that there's something about the script that is not right. And I realized it. I dont know how to say it, I'm not an expert. I just hope they would've write it differently. They lost the emotional part of it and they failed to touch your feelings. Out of 5, I rate 3 for this movie.

Here's why:

  • Emilia/Ayu yang menggantikan Lisa Surihani tu SANGAT TAK BEST! It is the most important character why take the risk by putting this new fella???!!!
  • Tercekik cikak - tak logik
  • Scene kejar2 tepi laut - Farid Kamil ikat kemeja kat depan macam perempuan selalu buat tu like ARE YOU SERIOUS???!!
  • Mekap Nubhan tebal gile terus nampak macam pondan sikit
  • Well, the script..yes THE SCRIPT!!
Anyhow, yang best nye:
  • Lagu tema
  • Lisa Surihani cantik
  • Que Haidar berlakon sangat best
  • Fazura SANGAT cantik
  • Fazura SANGAT cantik
  • Fazura SANGAT cantik, anddd..lakonan die pun SANGAT natural

There are many scenes that they could actually play with emotion that failed to touch me and if there's one person I would blame, its the DIRECTOR! *sorry*

All in all, I still enjoy watching it with my mr. husband. Tibe2 rase macam romantik balik semula. Ingat nak ambik gambar same2 tapi macam malu pulak. Yelah, selalunye budak form 5 je yang ye ye ambik gambar kat wayang dengan pakwe! hehehe (no offend eh!!I'm just saying it!).

Again, I dont really look forward to go out alone with mr. husband in the near future coz its much more fun having the kids around whenever we go out. Full stop.



They are my oxygen! Without them, I'll suffocate myself to death! ;P

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I think from now on, I'll write short entries so that I dont have to crack my head so much for the sake of updating. And I'll end up not writing anything. And yes, will put up more pictures so that pembaca-pembaca *kalau ade lah..* tak muak atau bosan. ye ke?? Well, here are some photos during my niece's birthday recently that people might enjoy looking at.


super hero & little hero


mimi *bday girl* & alyssa

fifi *#2 bday girl* anak patung jepun

rifa the munching monster

hei..its my drama queen!!

Till then, toodles!




Hi name kite rohana..kite xnak kwn awak!

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Yesterday i ate bihun sup simply because one of my friend yg dah xnak kawan dgn i lagi tulis kat dlm blog die mak die masak mi sup.tibe2 teringin.but i bet mak die pnye mesti 10times better than the one that i ordered.and yes,kawan kite tu dah xnak kawan dgn kite lg..kite nak bgtau cikgulah camni!

Kan mak slalu pesan...

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sometimes its funny looking at people's reaction on certain things, especially at the age of TWENTY NINE YEARS OLD mind u!

Tu lah mak ai slalu pesan, kalau nampak salah orang, please tengok kat diri sendiri tu. Ape yang kite dah buat. Then u judge. Thank you ;)

*i want to elaborate more, but then..nahhhh!!i'm better than that dude!
**tulisan i warne purple, menggambarkan betapa rasionalnye i.. comel kan kan kan!!
***CUKUP!