Ahahahahha….i’m so happy. I know I’m still cant get over it and move on. I know I should act more adult? But whatever!!
An ex-colleague called just now and told me a story about this one-particular-person-that-I-despise-the-most. And I cant stop smiling since then eventhough she didn’t managed to finish the whole story due to unknown reason which required her to put down the phone. Must be this one-particular-person-that-I-despise-the-most’s best friend a.k.a her bos is around. Hehehe…
Anyways, Obama is the next president of United States. For no specific reason, I’m so happy. No not because his father is actually a Muslim (because I don’t really know his father actually born as a Muslim), and not because he once lived in Asia. Maybe because he looks nice and I just want to see how the Americans react or how far they can accept a half African-American as their president. I also hope that with his multiracial background he could change how we look at America and how they look at us, the Muslims. And the biggest hope should be PEACE NO WAR!
On the other notes, Emelda has grown smarter each day. She speaks very well these days and we can actually communicate with her (meaning that we can ask simple question and she can answer bag, correctly!). According to most people (mainly orang2 tue or specifically my inlaws and my own mother) kids her age can hardly speak so fluent like her considering she’s only 1 year and 7 month. Alhamdulillah… I would like to list down each and every word (or vocabs) that she has learned but since there’re too many, I shall not. Or maybe a few:
Dedek (she call herself dedek as adik) nak nom air dodok (while pointing at the sofa)
(adik nak minum air sambil duduk)
Nak tottt
(nak ikut)
Dedek nak pa… dedek nak aik planeeee
(adik nak selipar adik nak naik plane – mesen masuk 50sen with lagu2 at family store)
The best part is when she calls my name:
Mummy…owhhhh Mummy…..
It sounds sooo…melting.
And when we call her name and she’s in a good mood, she will reply ‘sayeeee’..
Nenek nak andi
(Nenek nak mandi)
And ade la banyak lagi yang tak berape nak kuase tulis kat sini.
Anyways on the other notes note, I’m 2 months pregnant. No wonder Emelda acted weird after my Raya leave. She was down with high fever on the last day of my Raya leave, and since then, she always crying and screaming for no reason (sometimes there’s a reason la like she wanted to go out playing ke ape) but she never acted like that. Crying like mad. And then even when I wanted to breastfeed her she refused. Like she never say no to breastmilk! Until one stage, I thought she kene sampuk ke ape because we went jalan-jalan to many places during raya. From Kuala Selangor to Bukit Melawati to see beruk to Melala to Zoo Melaka to Kuala Pilah and so on. But I didn’t go to dukun or whatsoever but still I did bace ayat-ayat Al-Quran whenever she cried like that. Risau jugak coz like I said, she’s not that kind of kiddo! And after a while, I realized she’s actually getting cleverer coz she knows now what she wants and being more demanding than ever. I think, she knows that when she cried and screamed like that, she could get whatever she wants. So there it goes, the hyper dramatic queen. But she’s better now other than the screaming part. She knows that I’m carrying a baby inside, I told her so. And when I ask where’s the baby she will point to my stomach and when I asked her to kiss the baby, she never refused. I hope she could be a good kakak.
But, sometimes I feel so sad. I don’t know whether I could divide my love for her and the baby later. Its so sad if she has to turn to someone else when she needs attention and I’m busy with the new baby. And how can I layan both when with only her around sometimes I tend to be too tired and too busy with other things ended up the other family members have to layan her. I feel like its so unfair, coz I only spend like few hours with her daily. Its sad that I cant really see her grow up every hours. And soon enough, I have to stop breastfeeding her, her most favorite activity. Hmm…
Moving on, I really wanted to blog about my raya and put tons of pictures but well, I got no time (yeah rite) to blog so much. Since I’m so excited on the news that my friend told me about, it has triggered my kerajinan to blog again, after a long hiatus..
Till then peeps, (if there’s any) tata!!
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Yesterday, my mom brought me to Jusco for Iftar with her friends. There were auntie Lyn and uncle Azmi, Auntie Nini & uncle Sham, also auntie Zana & Kay. I also met my new friend kakak Fifi. Kakak Fifi is auntie Nini’s daughter, my mom’s BFF. So mom said I should be kakak Fifi’s bff too. I don’t know but so far, I think she’s ok but sometimes she’s a bit sombong like when I attended her birthday party the other day. My mom wanted to take my photo with her but she refused. Mentang-mentanglah sepupu die ramai time tu. I’m a bit disappointed, coz it seems like I’m not so popular after all.
At home, I’m so popular, be it at my house or at my grandmother’s house or at ibu’s house. Everybody wants my attention. They want to talk to me and play with me. They’ll be upset if ignore them all. Sometimes it’s so tiring you know, to layan everybody. Now I know how Angelina Jolie feels like.
But then yesterday, she’s willing to take photos with me. And die pulak yang lebih-lebih. She kissed me la, hug me la from behind. I was buzy to finish my ice-cream ok. For not disappointing her, still I stay still and show my plastic smile. Here’re picture of us.
Mom and her friends decided to have their meal at McD. I was like ok, at least they have the nicest bubur ayam kan. I like them much! It tastes better than my mom’s bubur. Hehehe…please don’t tell her, or I wont be getting my daily dosage, you know what rite? Auntie Lynn said, Kenny Rogers, Pizza and KFC are full house. Yes, they like fast food very much. I wonder, aren’t they afraid of obesity or diabetic or any other diagnosis that due to those unhealthy food? I do.
I saw auntie Lynn’s tummie is big. Its even bigger than my mom’s. I wonder why it is like that. Then I heard them saying, another baby girl will be joining us soon, so I know already actually a baby resides in it. Soon she will join us. Oops! Maybe it’s a boy, who knows rite? The doctor may be wrong, rite? Hopefully it’s a girl, so that I can camwhoring with her too!
Auntie Zana is getting married end of this year. I wish I could be her flower girl, but I’m too shy and I always slip my leg and fall. Not to spoil the wedding, I decided not to voice out my wish.
Auntie Kay pulak, as usual busy with work. Mom said she still has yet to finish doing bunga telur for auntie Kay and its not a good thing. It has been pending for few months already. Auntie Kay, on behalf of my mom, I would like to apologize ye..
Kakak Fifi & Auntie Nini
Mummy said muke die lebar macam pinggan batu dalam gambar ni.Batu ade pinggan ke???
Saye rase Mummy & friends are in denial, mereka ingat mereka masih remaja seperti dulu agaknye...
Auntie Lynn & Uncle Azmi
Auntie Nini, Uncle Sham & Kakak Fifi
Auntie Kay & Zana
Kami!
Nak balik dahhhh....All in all, mom and the aunties had good time. But the husbands – ayah, uncle Sham and uncle Azmi macam penat je but still, they gave the wifeys time for bonding session.
As for kakak fifi & myself, we are ready to be the juniors and beat the moms yo!
We were in the same class back in 1989 to 1993 which is from standard two to standard five. How nice isn't it?? And then he moved to other class coz I was a bit kurang cherdik at that time and he did better so he moved to other class while I stayed. But I cant really recall how was it looks like back then. I cant remember his presence but one thing I know, he likes to play alot! But well, main2 pun he did better than me.
Then after UPSR we went to separate school and I never see him since then. I thin only when I was in form 4 or 5 he passed by infront of my sister's house and that's the first time I saw him back after how many years?? Do the calculation dont malas! ;p
Then I pursued study and he continue to work somewhere and in my 3rd year semester break, I do partime job at his work place. From there, we became good friends. He's the only guy friend that I ever had coz by looking at the nature of my family, they didn't allow us to go out with boys u see. So yeah, we were good friends and quite close to each other. Our first movie date together is Infernal Affairs I think which he's not interested at all as far as I remember. Then we continued going out together but we were just friends that time.
After a while, I had crush on him. However, he being himself acted like nothing happen and never read the hint that I gave. Bengang gile ok!! Until one day, at that time I've started my first job, something happen and I'm dont think its interesting enough to write here (macamla yang lain2 tu interesting ek) we were getting closer and he told me that he loves me and ask me if I would like to get engaged with him. At first I was hesitated but after much thinking, akak pun bukan mude time tu kan so I agreed. A year later, or maybe x sampai pun, we're married.
On 20.03.07 lahirla my Lil'gem Emelda si drama queen. And we will live happily ever after, InsyaAllah...