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Today, my dearest Emelda is 2 years old. Its like a dream when I first know that I'm pregnant on 19th July 2006, about 4 months after we got married.

We bought a cake for her last night thought of waiting for abah to come back at 12am then we could wake Emelda up and cut the cake but me and husband being us accidently fell asleep early lat nite. I just woke up and very much surprise that its already 5 in the morning. Poor my baby, I havent wish and kiss her yet!! She sleeps with the inlaws... Series rase emo sangat skarang ni.... I want my baybeeeeehh!!!

Ok now I'm writing at 5am in my organizer. I dont wanna sleep back, I'll wait until 6 to bath and wait until that little comelicious to wake up. I'm gonna spend sometime with her before I'm off to work.

Oh ya! I think I've successfully wean her off on the 17th the other day and I still cant believe its that easy! That day after came back from work as usual she will ask for her 'spinach'. Well I'm actually didnt produce any milk anymore but she just want it for comfort feeding.

Here's my conversation with her:
"Mummy nak 'nenen'"
"Tak boleh la sayang.. dah tak elok, busuk"
"Alaaa....tak mummy dah basuh dah!!"
"Iye...lagipun Dada dah besar, dah nak pergi sekolah..Dada tak boleh hisap 'nenen' lagi.. Kak lisya, umi sume tak nenen dah.. Diorang sume dah sekolah.. Kakak Sofea yang rumah sebelah tu pun tak nenen lagi.." I said.
"Fifi??!"
"Haa.. Fifi pun tak nenen lagi. Mummy ambik susu..pastu mummy dodoi ye.. tak boleh nenen lagi tau.." and she nodded her head sambil merenung jauh.
Since then, she never ask for her nenen anymore, well at least as off this time!! Even when I mentioned 'nenen' infront of her, she's like dah takde perasaan unlike before, pantang sebut je mesti die mintak!

And guess what, I think I'm the one who's missing our comfort feeding session. Really!! That's actually the best time for me to have bonding session with her having her next to me and I sing for her, tell her stories, talk to her cuddle her.. eee....rindulah!! Is she that big now???!!

This little mischieve, kalau bercakp jangan tanyelah, she's so talkative now. I've never met 2 years old kids who can talk so fluent like her. Her questions sometimes make us look at each other and laught for not able to answer it!

She can sing lagu Selamat Pengantin Baru siap chorus part yang
"hidup..mestila rukun..sabar paling perlu..cinta setiap hari.. senyum-senyum selalu..ohh..oh..oh..oh.." Haa..siap part oohhh..tu yg tak blh tahan! Its her favorite song rith now. She will sing her lung out everyday and Happy Birthday song too..

She can count 123 until 10 both in English & Malay without missing any number. Her ABC adn Alif Ba Ta getting better, only missed one two-three character/alphabet. Itupun kitorang jarang ajar. She can recite doa makan but we still have to help her a bit to remember..

Harte bende barang permainan or anything belong to her and the family, please dont touch! She will recognize that its her, its her embah & nenek's belongigs and myself & husband's barang like handphone ke baju ke anything! She will complaint and ask for it. Like when husband uses my h/p she will say "tu mummy punye phoneee..bukan ayah nyeee.." or something like that. If Alissa came to my house and play with her toysp un sangat la die kedekut! She will peluk all toys selagi terdaye and bawak lari.

She's so used to have everything for her own and when other kids came to play her toys, she'll feel insecure.

I can go on and on writing about her but I think I better stop now.

We'll have her birthday party most probably on the 29th.

Ish...I really miss her lah! I wanna peluk and cium her NOWW!! In like 2-3 years time I'm gonna have to send her to school, then there come primary..secondary then in a blink of an eye she's all ready for college or university and then what??!! Dont tell me she would get married adn I'll be sad-old-full of wrinkle mother whose her sight getting even more blurry that even glasses with 1000 power cant help her!!

Arrghhhhh!!!! I want my babyyyyyyyyyy!! Can you please stay small a bit longer Emelda??????

Ok enough.. some pictures of her cake cutting this morning. She's still in her pajama tapi wangi sebab dah letak bedak kat muke! hehehehe...

The Cake

The birthday girl

Her BFF at home - Missy Rabbit & Ms. Sasha's Bear

Tapi kadang-kadang due2 tu kawin, tapi due2 pompuan camne tuh??

Then after that, the battery kapooofff!! grrrrr!!!

To my dearest Emelda, I dont know why I'm so emotional today. I just cant believe that my little gem now 2 years old and I'm having another on in like 3 months time. Please know that you are my number 1 and my love for u will never last. As I write this, I've tears in my eyes... I really hope you would read this one day.

I dont know what else to say, one thing for sure my life will never complete without you..... I LOVE YOU!

regards,

Mummy Mu

Boleh tak kalau hari-hari takyah pegi keje macam ni pastu boleh jalan jalan je sepanjang hari... pastu orang kat ofis nak call pun macam takut2 sket sebab takut mengganggu.. and thank you boss sebab tak call langsung during my leave.

Yang tak best nye, ingat dapat staff incentive by end of this month... dah berjolly-jolly kat puncak gunung boleh pulak tetibe dapat berita duka ni... habis camne nak buat birthday melda panggil clown bagai??? Bajet dah lari laaaaaaaaaa!!! Mintak2 la dorang tak cancel terusss...amin....

Oh..oh!!! we are working on something, hopefully everything goes smoothly. Pray hard...pray hard... insyaAllah, kalau ade rezeki ade la ye tak!

Ok la I'm off for a 5.30PM MEETING Y'ALL!! CUBE TEKA KENAPE NAK KENE ADE MEETING START PUKUL LIME SETENGAH PETANG????? ok cukup sakitkan hati sendiri..

Marked our 3rd Anniversary.

Nothing was planned to celebrate, but we know that we love each other.

I would like to make a wish here but there're so many things in my head at this moment, I shall do it later.. or not!

Ok thats all for now, will update more soonnnn...and TAK SABARNYE NAK PEGI CUTI LAME!!!!!!!!!!

I tried a pizza recipe from this wonderful lady's blog the other day. Then husband & I went to Tesco and buy all the items that are not in the kitchen and one of them is Yeast (mauripan). Being a person who's expert in masak maggie goreng or maggie kuah and other dishes like sambal goreng and sayur goreng, I dont know how yeast or mauripan look like. Then we saw a baking powder on the rack, I asked husband if this is the thing and he confidently said yes. To confirm it, I called the sales asst. and asked whether mauripan and baking powder are the same thing. Si sales asst. ni pun mengiyakannye and suggested Nona brand to me.

As soon as I reached home, tanpa melengahkan waktu I prepared all the ingredients and its actually so simple that even my niece Alya can do it! Then there's one part it says I have to put the dough aside after mixing all the ingredients and wait until the dough double it size. I waited for almost 20minutes and the size jangan nak kate double, besar sikit pun tidak.

I started to worried and go on with the preparation like sprinkle the sausages and other filling and immediately put the nice looking pizza (at that time) in the oven.

I kept on checking the pizza while it was in the oven and the base stays at the original size. I waited until the base look yellowish and the toppings started to overcooked before I take it out from the oven. It looked ok its just that the base sangatlah keras macam biskut lutut. Tangan suamiku sampai sakit2 mase nak potong pizza tu nak-nak lagi gune pisau potong bawang tu! Bile makan, the taste was just ok, I know how to improve on the tomato paste etc but I am still wondering why the base is so hard!

So the next day, while driving back home tibe-tibe rase macam nak buat kuih donat. So I called mak to ask her how to do it. Mak said you have to have mauripan bla..bla..bla...then I asked her, "baking powder tu mauripan ke mak?" Mak cakap "Ade ke pulak, mauripan tu ibu roti, yis tu!" "Laaaa...patutlah pizza orang tak jadi!!" eeeeeeeee... malunye!!

The thing is, I'm 28 years old this year and going to have my second child in few month and due to my ignorance to cook regularly, mauripan/yeast dengan tepung penaik pun tak tau??!!! Seriously I need to really play my role as a married woman. ;(