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Just another update

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So she got me a pair of new shoe and he paid for it --> thanks to both!

The internet connection was down these few days and it irritating enough coz my work require me to get online sometimes.

A friend told me something about that bimbo and it seems like karma has been good to me eversince I left.

Lil'gem was down with fever for about 3 days and today she seems alright. The other night, I rushed to the hospital coz her temperature reached 39 point something and the doctor prescribed her with suppository and it took about 20minutes after that and the temperature going down. She slept at around 3a.m that day, doctor said usually babies will sleep right after but not Lil'gem as she's happily sing and talking her language that can only be understand by herself until morning. She sang the eya eya oooo..part of that All McDonalds' song when I realize that its almost 3a.m. The inlaws were still awake and cant hold themselves from laughing.

Last night, hubby was very kind to do the laundry when I was asleep. I cant help myself as I too had flu, blocked nose and sore throat for 2 days. The paracetamol didnt help much either and the colleagues said unless if your antibody is strong, you'll be sick in this first 3 months. Its normal for whoever just joint this company as we are exposed with any kind of germs around us. So our antibody is actually adjusting with the environment and this is an explanation from Dr. Rohana for those who has no knowledge only as I'm not sure whether its a fact or just random assumption from the staff here hehehe..

This morning Lil'gem woke up with smile again, unlike these few days, she will cry everytime she wakes up.

Thats all for now, nothing interesting, as usual!

Ta!

Rumahku Syurgaku

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Apparently the house that we bought has been abandoned for about 2 years. The only thing that we can do is form a committee between the purchasers and report to the ministry of housing & local government but there are only like 10 purchasers including the 3 units that the agent himself bought, but lucky him because he dont have to pay a penny as #1 - He's an agent, #2 - The developer initially required him for some consultancy so he got the benefit not to release the loan until the house been completed. Its even worse that we know non of the purchasers except for the agent so we are unable to form the committee.

We bought the house when we were about to get married. The initial plan was we will stay with hubby's parents for a year or so and when the house completed we will move out. But pity us, the house has been abandoned.

I have no problem to stay together with in laws and yes people said its better to live separately with the in law for privacy adn also to avoid any uncalled situation with them but I have a great inlaws. MIL & FIL are the greatest. Along & K. Long also a simple and funny people. Of course there are ups & downs but life's like that. There's no life without it. And of course its a tiny house but we are happy in it. Honestly if they are not around, it will be very quiet. MIL & FIL are great, we can talk about many things and they are very open minded. I feel blessed to be part of the family. So, moral of teh story go & stay with your inlaws! ;p

On the other notes that is totally out of the abovementioned topic, English subtitles at RTM1,2 and TV3 is so annoying. I know my English is like 5 out of 10? or maybe less. I know my vocabs, grammar sume berterabur macam kambing baru lepas kandang but dont you found it annoying??? Its so wrong, I will write here if I can remember one. Even myself yg x master English ni pun found it funny and stupid what more people out there who are very good in English. I'm sure you are irritated as me. Tu yang akak malas nk tengok drama swasta tu. Dah la jalan cerita kadang2 macam tak relevant but I admit some of them are good. Cume bende-bende camni buat akak rase macam tolongla, takkan la orang yang keje kat TV tu semua tak pandai cakap orang putih dengan betul?? Kalau tak jangan la letak English subtitle kat bawah tu. Ishhh...the more I write the more sakit hati akak ni ha. Dear Dato' Sri Farid Ridzuan, do something about it will u???


BIRTHDAY POST and so much more

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Today Kay turned 27th and I would like to wish her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST FRIEND, MORE HAPPINESS, WEALTHINESS, BEAUTIFULNESS, CHEERNESS AND EVERYTHING WITH THAT 'NESS'.
MAY THIS FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER...

Also I think its not too late to make a birthday shout out to my two sweet baboons that celebrating their birthday on 1st & 27th April respectively:

Lynn & Zana

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND, MAY THE NEW PHASE IN OUR LIFE MAKE US A BETTER PERSON IN AND OUT

US - NOW


US - THEN
(now everybody has new body feature except kay who's getting slimmer)

an old photo of the girls trying to be that AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL WITHOUT MY PRESENCE!!

Ok that's it.

On the other note, Along is moving out next week. Surely Lil'gem will miss them the most.

Miserable little girl!

AND I MISS HUBBY SO MUCHO!


Abah dan Mak (My version of Ayah & Ibu song)

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I send Lil'gem to my mum's house today as my sister's going to visit Ayit in Melaka. Kesian mak, dah la si kecik tu dah semangat skarang ni. Mesti penat nk mengejar die.

Father's day is on the 15th. The other day I saw someone and he reminds me of my late father and suddenly I cried. I really missed him. Even writing this makes me wanna cry. Father died in 1999 when I was 18 due to something that I wont talk about here and it was a sudden death. We dont prepare for that.

The last time I saw him was the night before he passed away. I slept at my sister's house on that day and he did some 'air tawar' for my sis' eldest boy coz he was coughing for quite sometimes and the prescription that the doctor gave doesnt make any different. He was explaining to me on what to do with the water, he told me to asked my nephew to drink a bit and the rest to rub on his face while I was looking at the other side listening to I cant really remember what. He was a bit upset and asked me to listen carefully to what he wants to say. Me being stupid and rude making face infront of him but not that rude just showing that I'm not very happy with his remark and start concentrating on his explanation.

Then off I went to my sis' house. But I still remember I looked at him until he disappeared from my sight. I still remember that last vision of him and it stays till now. I feel so regret until one day about a week after he died I dream of him and I hug him asking for forgiveness and that I missed him terribly and that I love him so much. He didnt say anything but I think I felt like he said its ok. I also asked him 'sakit tak bah' and I cant remember if he answers me I think he didnt. When I woke up I still can feel the tears and I continued crying until I fell asleep. After that I feel much better as though he has forgiven me for what ever wrong things that I've done. But the feeling of regretfulness still remain until this very day. I cant control myself from breaking down everytime my mind reminiscing the happy moment I had with him. I slept on his lap until the age of 7. He's so gentle and caring and he's a perfectionist. His handwriting is to nice. He plays instrumental. He recite Al-Quran very nicely.

Before he died, I never showed him how much I love him and I never had a chance to pay back all his sacrifices. I've never had a chance to celebrate his birthday or wish him Happy Father's Day just because its not our family's culture. We hardly show our love towards each other not until he passed away. Maybe from what had happened, we learned to appreciate more.

I never told anyone about this until recently when I told hubby about it. Now, I've learned that we have to appreciate people that we love while they're still alive. I want my mother get all the love that she needs and the appreciation, telling her that she meant a lot to me. I LOVE YOU MAK! I'm nothing without you... I still didnt post the poem that I wrote for her. Maybe I will post it together with the poem that I wrote for arwah Abah.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Abah, Al-Fatihah...

And semoga Allah memanjangkan umur mak biar dapat aku balas segala pengorbanannya selama ini. InsyaAllah...